november 9, 2025

i hope nobody's been reading this site. sometimes i weite and publish an entry when im in crisis and then i have to rush to delete it or rewrite. i write some truly awful stuff in here. anyway things are going bad, i cant have proper conversations with people because i always find a way to be aggressive and ive been confused with things in general. like brainfog yeah. i had to write this in a hurry so i can sleep. i had written something bad and really self deprecative but i got ashamed of it after crying and sitting for a while and had to replace it