April 23rd, 2025 - Daily Affairs
Yesterday I really stayed all day in campus doing work. I managed to finish my assignment. As I was working at the computer lab some guy approached me and asked me if I have a boyfriend. I said I didn't and then he asked for my instagram. I stared at him dumbfounded for a solid 5 seconds and then stuttered like an idiot trying to tell him I don't do that kind of stuff. He left as I was still trying to communicate what I meant which struck me as a bit rude. I mean, I know I was struggling to put out words that made sense, but it came off as "I already got what i wanted from you so I don't need you anymore" to me (although I do have a tendency to overanalyze and antagonize everything). But what would you expect from someone who hits on you by sending an instagram message of all things. Is this what conventional dating has come to? It's kind of trashy imo. Most people probably like it like that though. I think I'm immediately put off by anyone who tries to make the first move. I need to have control over the situation. Look at me talking as if I have a dating life LMFAO!!!
It was dark and extremely cold by the time I had to go back home, so today I brought with me a beanie. But it wasn't nearly as cold as yesterday-a shame, because I really wanted to wear the beanie. Isn't "beanie" the cutest word ever? Today I worked on the website during class(lol) and added the gallery page! Right now I should be reading a book for tomorrow's seminar. I can handle it, I just need to finish writing. Today I stayed a bit longer for a class rep meeting and ended up skipping lunch. When I got home it was past my lunch time so I just made a banana shake and lied down for a bit. Now I'm ready to start working.
I passed by the market on my way home and bought some very important things like toilet paper and bleach. When I was at the subway station someone pointed out that something fell out of my plastic bag and lo and behold! The plastic bag was ruptured. I had to carry it awkwardly all the way home. I was also supposed to pass by chocolandia to buy panettone since I ran out of breakfast. I already showered and put on my pajamas though, there's no way in hell I'm going out in this cold. I bought burger buns and I am excited to make some burgers tomorrow...
My wisdom tooth is giving me trouble. I think I just injured my gums by brushing a bit too violently and insistently but I'm starting to think ....what if it's something else? What if it's teling me "It's time for me to go!! get me out of here!!!"? I'm very scared of dentists AND wisdom teeth so I hope hope hope it's just an injury...Maybe I should go to the drugstore and buy some medicine. Speaking of medicine- I'm almost out of escitalopram. I only have 3 half pills left. I might be in big trouble....but I can't find it in me to be bothered enough to do something about it.